Archive - Race Ipsa Loquitur

The Great Unsettling

“What do you want?” my boyfriend asked me the other day. “Uhhh for dinner?” I responded, not quite sure what to make of the question so I went for…

May 18 •

February 2025

I said I'd be done with this by 40

What do you mean you don't just age out of eating disorders?

Feb 16 •

Just over here filling cups.

Feb 2 •

October 2024

"I Wish This Was a Stress Fracture"

“I can’t believe I’m saying this,” I admitted to my physical therapist the other day, “but I wish this was a stress fracture.

Oct 13, 2024 •

September 2024

It's a Pause, Not a Goodbye

I’ve been thinking a lot lately about how multiple things can be true at once: how many things are actually “ands” instead of “buts”.

Sep 4, 2024 •

April 2024

"Past My Prime"

“We won’t need to file Schedule C anymore after this year,” I told my accountant this winter, “I’m no longer getting any sponsor money.”

Apr 21, 2024 •

March 2024

I walked into a completely empty apartment in Golden, Colorado.

Mar 10, 2024 •

February 2024

Recovery has no endpoint.

In June 2000, six months after being discharged from the pediatric ward at Emanuel Hospital, my treatment team officially declared me recovered…

Feb 25, 2024 •

Finding Myself Again

This past week, I was bopping along on a weekday run down my familiar dirt path, jamming out to the best of Sunny Day Real Estate (hello teenage emo…

Feb 18, 2024 •

January 2024

I fought back tears and growing panic as I said to my therapist, “ok so I know it’s a super low risk but my fear is that I will be one of those few…

Jan 14, 2024 •

December 2023

Childless or Child-free?

The other day, my dental hygienist made small talk as she cleaned my teeth: “so, do you have any kids?” “Nope,” I sputtered through a mouthful of dental…

Dec 3, 2023 •

November 2023

"If it Warms Up, it Can't be a Stress Fracture"

And other things I've found to be all wrong about bone injuries

Nov 12, 2023 •

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